Melancholy
Fucking depression for half a year already, as if there were enlightenments, but not long. I tried to find another grandmother, tried drugs, tried a prostitute, tried vodka. Every day it gets worse and worse. I thought time would cure, but time would only destroy. He tried to kill himself, failed, the spirit lacks. What really to do in such a situation?

Amnesia
You just tried shit drugs, cheap prostitutes, and burnt vodka, that’s the problem.