XX: So that day has come.
I’ve been preparing for it for many years – 16 years, more than half of my life. I trained, read books, prepared morally and psychologically from day to day, repeating to myself that you just have to accept and do it. I have visited forums where condemned people like me have gathered and read about their experiences. I knew it would happen someday, I knew. But I still don’t feel ready.
However, there is no way back. All the bridges were burned. I have to do it. Today and now.
May the gods help me!

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