I have been paying alimony for over 10 years. It is not allowed to communicate with the child. Guess how the child treats me. I do not know.

Do I have to worry about other people’s problems?

Do you really want to communicate with your child? The court determines the order of communication. They will set the days and hours that you will be obliged to spend with your heir. It is strange that you suffer so much from separation and do not know these elementary things (sarcasm). In fact, 90% of the "sufferers" are deeply delighted that their "fatherhood" is reduced to the payment of a small sum of money, and it is not necessary to drive this incomprehensible and unnecessary creature either into the park or to the skateboard. The main thing, closer to old age, do not remember that you had a child, and do not lie to another adult with manifestations of "father's feelings."