Throwing in
...And yesterday, my friend and I went to the center at the other end of the city (accidentally found out there), and I saw him - he is a guard in Letoula. The feeling immediately fell into dirt.
Double feelings that I was fooled, he said that he was a programmer, higher education, and now I don’t know what there really is, what kind of guard at 27 years old? And his salary is 30-40 thousand, and this man is not at all my level.
I did not take the phone all day, it is very unpleasant that in the eyes of my friends I will look like a fool who got in touch with whom, and on the other hand I miss, but as I see his gifts and understand where they come from, it is immediately nauseous to become (...

BB: Bleiat, well, and why am I at all a programmer/systems programmer with the highest level, if the dirty guard in the legacy in the CIA gets one and a half or two times as much as me? The calf is fucking, fucking, and I’m crawling into the guards.