Regarding the charge after which the muscles and sticky oatmeal grind to feel the hopelessness of life:

There was one acquaintance, chilly and nonsense, with the guys always trouble. It can not walk for a long time, joints from birth are bad, dangerous. Wear heavy can not, and suddenly the kidneys will descend. I only ate cookies and chips, the rest was tasteless. But most importantly, she didn't like life, everything was boring.

After four years, we didn’t talk and met. It turned out to have begun to do half-dance, walk in the gym, eat properly (by the way, you can add shrimp and curacao to the meal). Suddenly, life played with new colors, the bridesmaids broke up, good friends, interests appeared.

Why am I this? No matter what, run away.