When I was 16, I was an eye-catching botanist, studied well and won the Olympics, but I dreamed of being a sports strong guy to like girls. I went to the training room!



At 21 I was wearing lenses, I was a strong-pumped guy with no bad habits. But girls liked charming guys with hanging tongue. What I thought – it is definitely not a problem!



By the age of 25, I became my boyfriend, the soul of any company, but girls liked guys with money and cool cars. And I set myself the goal of finding a job where I could make good money.



By the age of 35, I earned a very good money, bought a sports car, but for the woman I loved, the status and a certain wealth were much more important - an apartment, a house after a city, a position.



At 45 I have it all. I’ve been divorced twice, but now I don’t have a wife, family, friends, a favorite job.



Is that where I am so rattled?! to