The most difficult thing in life was not spiritual self-improvement, as we naively believed in our youth, but the construction of ordinary life. Just start to grow spiritually, look — again the refrigerator is dirty. Let it grow and let it shake the refrigerator. You can not wash! But with a dirty refrigerator, spiritual growth slows somewhat. And at the same time and wash and grow - and there, and there you set up. There is something to come into despair. Sometimes, you think from the unbearable ease of being bad, you run with the changed face to the pond, you wipe the floor on the road, you walk the dog, you throw away the garbage, you buy cheese, seven bulbs, washing powder, celery and rye, and it is foolish to melt with all this treasure.