Restriction of alcohol and planned drinks. Sometimes the unexpected happens, and most often the negative. A relative recently died. It was early in the morning, and by evening it was taken away. And after a few hours of pursuit (with her was another person, I did not come from the other end of the city), communication with doctors, police, sanitarians of the body car - I was very eager to drink. Directly unbearable.

She had a quarrel with a young man and lived apart. I thought - let's argue, let's reconcile, no, a little time has passed - he is already living with another, and I will recognize it as a thunderstorm in the clear sky.

And I, of course, understand, now the experts and gurus will rush, claiming that everything can be survived without alcohol, you need to have strength and be able to fight, but I was weak in spirit, and both times on the swirling legs I went for cognac...