XXX High School. The change. Our class is on duty. I meet a group of girls a couple of years older. In their center, my attention is focused on a miniature brunette with a very beautiful smile. She laughs. I forgot how to breathe. And where he went. So I fell sick with a serious illness. Later in the head is born a plan - to find common acquaintances, to learn everything possible, to ask us to introduce. And in the soul, meanwhile, there are dreams, with the most stupid - the school is attacked by terrorists and I save it. And another million situations where I’m a knight and she’s a beautiful lady. It is grass. She dreams of me. This is how the whole world narrowed to her brown eyes and enchanting smile. On the change I couldn’t stay in the classroom—to leave under any pretext in the hope of seeing her. At the same time, I got a cassette with the songs Hand Up. Until then, I didn’t tolerate all the pop music. Only metal, industrial and alternative. And then "you asked him just don't leave and trembled from tears, begged forgiveness / and he kisses you, says he loves." These songs came like the key to the castle. The disease progressed. I encountered something I never experienced. The plan failed and then I decided to say what I felt and what would happen. By that time, I knew her name, what she was listening to, what she was doing, etc. When I had the courage to look at the schedule, I was waiting for her at the entrance to the classroom. My heart was beating like drums in Slipknot. Here is she! I go to meet. We cross our eyes, I just open my mouth to say everything, as she says, “Why are you looking at me, shit? “Blood hit my face. I quietly pass by, getting to my class. Life is over. Everything lost its meaning. There is no appetite. Depression has arrived. No desire to live. Drunk in the house, empty in the soul. I cannot and do not want to share with my friends. It was a difficult period. What helped? Time, books, music and other adequate representatives of the fair sex.

5 years passed. Students call them "at the house" to have fun with the girls. I come here, the hustle is in the midst, and here with one character we will have the following dialogue - "now the girl will come, in general, an unsuspecting option, she will drink a little - as for the world is fighting, you can at least three." It was a little sad to see after his words his first unanswered love.



yyy: Vanguai, even when she arrived, gave it to everyone except TSA.