I talk to a girl and I fall in love with her. But I don’t want love, man, what should I do?

You really don’t want love. For example, I am not in love with anyone, and I am sad. I dream of falling in love, but I am like yesterday’s bread, and if I could feel the same for a moment as you, I would be happy. Therefore, open your heart, let feelings in it, and you will see how the world becomes brighter, how you breathe easier, how something truly important appears in your life.
It will be like GTA. You sunbath, you can't think about anything anymore, you spend all the time with her, because you are so interested. You play for a long time, but after a while, having studied it fully, having passed all the missions, you start to cool. You still for some time in the inertia pursue the city, arrange shootings with cops, but it is clearly not easy to do. Then you just hit it and wait for the next part. Well, when the next part is smaller than the previous one. But as a rule, only the schedule becomes better, and the missions are becoming more murderous and the legends are becoming more primitive. And then you lose it, and you stop playing and wait for new parts, so if you see x-box somewhere in the guests, you just spend a couple of minutes, and that's all. Often it is less. Alright somehow.