Everyone is sad.
The guys. You have the norm. Smile to. This is when one day you wake up in the resuscitation after a coma and learn that you lost your job, your loved one went to your ex because you disappeared for a whole week, and in addition you do not remember part of your life (knowns, dates, and events). And suffering from insomnia and other complications, then sad. Every day I think about what and who I woke up to. I want to be non-existent.
Be happy and smile more often.
No unnecessary knight.